His Time is Not My Time

Everyday something new happens
To make me realize
That my time is not God's time

Sometime I pause on my loud prayers
And calm myself down
In order to center in His spirit

Silently, I would call upon His presence
And invite Him into the room
Lovingly, He would appear
But only if the spirit was right
Then, I would hear from Him...

Just like the early morning,
He appeared before me
And He spoke to me
It was around 3:14 am.

First, I was relaxing watching a Nigerian film
He just tuned me away from it
In order to show me your true reflection
That was the first time
I actually saw the real you

It was just sitting there
Watching the movie screen
I witnessed you doing something very wrong
You signed an agreement with evil's blood
To give permission to be used
As a tool to help destroy me

God showed me the day we first met
God showed me the day you first came to my home
And God showed me another day
When you came by with a fancy camera
Just to freeze progressive time from my side

That day you were extra friendly.
You flashed me and flashed everything else you thought I owned
You made up stories to win my heart
O' you were at work
For your master, the devil
Needed evidence for a new frame up work

Then suddenly, while still in the spirit of revelation
I began to think back to our every past meeting
And I realized that they were all part of a set-up job
Oh how foolish I was
But i regret nothing
For I know the Lord is the keeper of my heart

While my eyes were closed,
The Holy one showed me you
He knows my innocence.
He knows I had no reason to stay on guard

Each time you came around,
I received you with open arms
Not knowing you had a veil above your malicious mask
And since my eyes are trusting
There was no way I could have seen the evil you

It was that simple.
You are a diciple to use by the evil
To craft something negative towards my destiny

But how could you have forgotten the days
Of our long chats and laughter and feast?
O' don’t you remember this?
I used to travel miles away just to come see you
And since I am the funny clown!
I would tell jokes just to take your problems away from you
I would provide you with a world of laughter
Until every tear of your sadness would dry up and disappear

But alas!
This is yet another testimony of human trust
Where would I be if it were not for the spirit on my side?
I know I would still be blind inside your death trap
I would be in the belly of you, Serpent!

Tonight your image flashed before me
Finally, God allowed me to see you
You stood before my eyes
And you were as happy as before
Your name was writing creative plots
Off the "friendship" sky

But somehow I was not totally surprised
For I ignored intuition
And fed my thirst for true friendship
Anyway, let me tell you what I said to God in reply?
I said, Lord,
It was not my will that my eyes were closed
I just loved them all--blindly
I said Lord, it is not by my own will that my eyes
Are just opening now
For it is your will
Thank you for this priceless lesson
Now, I shall add this experience
To my deliverance list
No devil in hell can keep me from your glory

Your time is not my fleshy time
But I just thank you for your favors upon me
Thank you for allowing me to see

You, who see every break of my heart,
And you, who see the length of my love
Please continue to bless all of them
Especially this image behind the dark veil
Please invite them all to meditation table
And please open their eyes
For I know in due time,
They all will seek deliverance from their own clan

Lord, help me to hold no negative energy in my heart
Deliver all, like you delivered me
Let the one behind the dark veil
Know that her devil can Never love her

Holy one, thank you for making me embrace silence
For only in silence, I was able to hear your voice
As usual, thank you for moving right on time.

Another Testimony by fania simon
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"Experiencing meditation in Him and stay addicted to Him" fania simon

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My God is BIG. Hence, I think BIG" ~fania simon
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